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well hai, i'm nicole
i'm not doing this for likes, i'm doing this to show how much bullying effects people and that it really needs to be stopped.
i'm 14 almost 15, and i've suffered from depression since i was 11 due to bullying, i used to not care about anything but it got so much to handle just after turning 12 i thought about selfharm, and ended up taking a razor to my self.
i got bullied in year 7 for being mute, i didnt talk to anyone at the start of the year, and also for having quite short hair, i got called dyke, lesbian, boy, and it put me down, i got called ugly alot, when i dyed my hair black i got called emo everyday, i got insulted for my height because i was always quite tall for my age. in year 8 i got insulted for losing a fight, and alot more, i'm currently year 10 just about to go into year 11, and this photo i posted on my account as a profile picture in january, before january not many people knew i selfharmed unless they were close friends so it was a shock i guess? i got abused like hell but i knew i would, not many people at my school understand how much emotional pain it takes to harm yourself.
i walked around school with people shouting 'emo' 'you're disgusting' 'roll your sleeves down' 'cut deeper' i also had alot of rumours spread around about me, i've recently moved school because of how bad it got, in my school no one knew how much worse they made my life, i already had problems at home, i already had a difficulty making friends due to social anxiety, and they carried on putting me through hell. even outside of school i get abused for how i dress, my weight, how i look etc.
i have attempted suicide a fair amount of times, i either ended up in hospital or i just failed, but one time black veil brides song called 'saviour' came on when i was getting ready to make an attempt (this was september 2012) and it just saved me.
then on the 16th of may 2013, i met Vic Fuentes from pierce the veil, and he told me how much it hurt him to see his fans do this, and he made me promise him i would never cut again, and i've kept it since and i'm never breaking it, i can't break it.
sorry if this has bored you, or offended you, sorry if there's any spelling mistakes lols, but i just want everyone to know i oppose bullying, and that if you bully someone you need to realise you could be making a person do this to themselves, i'm here for anyone if you ever need help x"
^^^^^^
I've told my story, what happened to me.
This is something I saw on facebook.
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It gets better guys.
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If I were to of did what my asshole ex wanted me to, I never would've met Bryon, had Nessance, or have been able to of been this happy.
I feel like me and her and others like us SHOULD be involved in helping other kids get over their bullying issues.
Don't give up, keep staying strong.
well hai, i'm nicole
i'm not doing this for likes, i'm doing this to show how much bullying effects people and that it really needs to be stopped.
i'm 14 almost 15, and i've suffered from depression since i was 11 due to bullying, i used to not care about anything but it got so much to handle just after turning 12 i thought about selfharm, and ended up taking a razor to my self.
i got bullied in year 7 for being mute, i didnt talk to anyone at the start of the year, and also for having quite short hair, i got called dyke, lesbian, boy, and it put me down, i got called ugly alot, when i dyed my hair black i got called emo everyday, i got insulted for my height because i was always quite tall for my age. in year 8 i got insulted for losing a fight, and alot more, i'm currently year 10 just about to go into year 11, and this photo i posted on my account as a profile picture in january, before january not many people knew i selfharmed unless they were close friends so it was a shock i guess? i got abused like hell but i knew i would, not many people at my school understand how much emotional pain it takes to harm yourself.
i walked around school with people shouting 'emo' 'you're disgusting' 'roll your sleeves down' 'cut deeper' i also had alot of rumours spread around about me, i've recently moved school because of how bad it got, in my school no one knew how much worse they made my life, i already had problems at home, i already had a difficulty making friends due to social anxiety, and they carried on putting me through hell. even outside of school i get abused for how i dress, my weight, how i look etc.
i have attempted suicide a fair amount of times, i either ended up in hospital or i just failed, but one time black veil brides song called 'saviour' came on when i was getting ready to make an attempt (this was september 2012) and it just saved me.
then on the 16th of may 2013, i met Vic Fuentes from pierce the veil, and he told me how much it hurt him to see his fans do this, and he made me promise him i would never cut again, and i've kept it since and i'm never breaking it, i can't break it.
sorry if this has bored you, or offended you, sorry if there's any spelling mistakes lols, but i just want everyone to know i oppose bullying, and that if you bully someone you need to realise you could be making a person do this to themselves, i'm here for anyone if you ever need help x"
^^^^^^
I've told my story, what happened to me.
This is something I saw on facebook.
-
It gets better guys.
-
If I were to of did what my asshole ex wanted me to, I never would've met Bryon, had Nessance, or have been able to of been this happy.
I feel like me and her and others like us SHOULD be involved in helping other kids get over their bullying issues.
Don't give up, keep staying strong.
My life
Tonight, excuse me for being blunt friends and family close to this situation, but i've been going through some bullshit with Bryon for two years.
I've been NOWHERE near perfect, but i've turned myself and my life around in a short amount of time.
Tonight, Bryon told me he was just waiting for our lease to be up before he planned on leaving me.
He told me straight up that no matter WHAT I did, it would NEVER be good enough for him.
Don't like that i'm putting this on facebook? Oh well.
My page.
Anyways, in the last two years, we've popped pills together, and smoked A LOT of weed, jesus I met the fucker when he was a weed DEALER while w
UPDATE ON THE CRAZY FUCK
That crazy ex who was making threats with guns and trying to beat the shit out of my friend who left him-
Well he came back.
Spray painted her car.
Her headlights.
Killed her pet rats.
His name is Anthony Cooper, the fuck deleted his facebook and turned his phone off.
He WILL be going to jail. Police are here now.
On top of everything else- he was stupid enough to text her and say,
'Hope you like the spray paint, now your car is a ugly as you are"
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Enjoy your stay in jail, and probably a mental hospital you sick fuck.
Crazyness..
I have a friend here who has this crazy ex.
The broke up, days ago, after two years of bullshit and abuse, I got her to leave and come here.
He is a crazy mofo, the police have warned me about him.
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Tonight, he wanted her to come 'talk'. Turns out he had or has a gun and he is trying to start some drama with her and her new guys shes trying to start to move on with.
Advice on what to do, anyone?
Do I report that he is making threats with a gun??
I don't know what to do here, exactly.
A shout out..
To all of my talented friends on this website, and the nice people who have been talking to me and supporting me.
I wish to return kindness in any way I can. Do you have a channel or do you want people to know about a group you're involved in??
Let me know :)
I'm here to help, not hurt.
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