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well hai, i'm nicole
i'm not doing this for likes, i'm doing this to show how much bullying effects people and that it really needs to be stopped.
i'm 14 almost 15, and i've suffered from depression since i was 11 due to bullying, i used to not care about anything but it got so much to handle just after turning 12 i thought about selfharm, and ended up taking a razor to my self.
i got bullied in year 7 for being mute, i didnt talk to anyone at the start of the year, and also for having quite short hair, i got called dyke, lesbian, boy, and it put me down, i got called ugly alot, when i dyed my hair black i got called emo everyday, i got insulted for my height because i was always quite tall for my age. in year 8 i got insulted for losing a fight, and alot more, i'm currently year 10 just about to go into year 11, and this photo i posted on my account as a profile picture in january, before january not many people knew i selfharmed unless they were close friends so it was a shock i guess? i got abused like hell but i knew i would, not many people at my school understand how much emotional pain it takes to harm yourself.
i walked around school with people shouting 'emo' 'you're disgusting' 'roll your sleeves down' 'cut deeper' i also had alot of rumours spread around about me, i've recently moved school because of how bad it got, in my school no one knew how much worse they made my life, i already had problems at home, i already had a difficulty making friends due to social anxiety, and they carried on putting me through hell. even outside of school i get abused for how i dress, my weight, how i look etc.
i have attempted suicide a fair amount of times, i either ended up in hospital or i just failed, but one time black veil brides song called 'saviour' came on when i was getting ready to make an attempt (this was september 2012) and it just saved me.
then on the 16th of may 2013, i met Vic Fuentes from pierce the veil, and he told me how much it hurt him to see his fans do this, and he made me promise him i would never cut again, and i've kept it since and i'm never breaking it, i can't break it.
sorry if this has bored you, or offended you, sorry if there's any spelling mistakes lols, but i just want everyone to know i oppose bullying, and that if you bully someone you need to realise you could be making a person do this to themselves, i'm here for anyone if you ever need help x"
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I've told my story, what happened to me.
This is something I saw on facebook.
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It gets better guys.
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If I were to of did what my asshole ex wanted me to, I never would've met Bryon, had Nessance, or have been able to of been this happy.
I feel like me and her and others like us SHOULD be involved in helping other kids get over their bullying issues.
Don't give up, keep staying strong. :)
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